Review: Reconstructing Amelia by Kimberly McCreight

Review: Reconstructing Amelia by Kimberly McCreight

Reconstructing Amelia

A stunning debut novel in which a single mother reconstructs her teenaged daughter’s life, sifting through her emails, texts, and social media to piece together the shocking truth about the last days of her life.

Litigation lawyer and harried single mother Kate Baron is stunned when her daughter’s exclusive private school in Park Slope, Brooklyn, calls with disturbing news: her intelligent, high-achieving fifteen-year-old daughter, Amelia, has been caught cheating.

Kate can’t believe that Amelia, an ambitious, levelheaded girl who’s never been in trouble would do something like that. But by the time she arrives at Grace Hall, Kate’s faced with far more devastating news. Amelia is dead.

Seemingly unable to cope with what she’d done, a despondent Amelia has jumped from the school’s roof in an act of “spontaneous” suicide. At least that’s the story Grace Hall and the police tell Kate. And overwhelmed as she is by her own guilt and shattered by grief, it is the story that Kate believes until she gets the anonymous text:

She didn’t jump.

Sifting through Amelia’s emails, text messages, social media postings, and cell phone logs, Kate is determined to learn the heartbreaking truth about why Amelia was on Grace Hall’s roof that day-and why she died.

Told in alternating voices, Reconstructing Amelia is a story of secrets and lies, of love and betrayal, of trusted friends and vicious bullies. It’s about how well a parent ever really knows a child and how far one mother will go to vindicate the memory of a daughter whose life she could not save.

I picked Reconstructing Amelia up awhile ago but for some reason I just wasn’t in the right mood for it, even though I was enjoying the story. So I set it aside and came back to it. And I’m glad I waited until I was in the right mood because otherwise I would’ve been reading a most excellent book and not enjoying myself!

Reconstructing Amelia is definitely a mystery but I loved the way it was written most of all. We read from a few different view points. The only slight confusion I had was that the time frames were sometimes hard to keep track of – so I stopped being so anal and decided to not try to keep so close of attention on the dates and realized I didn’t really need to pay TOO much attention to them to understand the timeline. You can pretty much follow the time line, even when the narrator changes just by what’s being talked about and what else is going on at the time. I’m making this sound complicated but it’s really not.

But back to the style I loved. I have a thing for books written in diary / journal format and even though this wasn’t exactly like that, I loved this as much. We get to read back and forth text convos, Facebook statuses ( which many were Amelia quoting passages from her favorite author Virginia Woolf who I now totally want to read her books!) I love it when one story gives you the desire to read other books. I’m a huge fan of quotes ( I keep a document on my computer that I’ve had for years now collecting quotes I love; it’s over 19 pages long last I checked!) I loved all if the quotes Amelia used as status updates.

I felt like at first Reconstructing Amelia was a bit slow, probably the first 50 pages or so? Just because we don’t know anything and everything has yet to be uncovered. It takes time, but we learn exactly what lead up to Amelia’s death. The end was a real shock, I totally didn’t see it coming at all.

I liked Amelia a lot. I felt like as I was reading her narration, getting inside her head and see the world from her eyes that she’d definitely be one of the people I’d have for a friend. Her personality and life becomes more ad more real to us, even as we know she’s dead. It made the ending that much more heart breaking and yet beautiful too.

I could totally relate to Amelia in a lot of ways. I’m not sure I’d have made the same choices if I had been in her shoes but she was just a girl, living in a world, doing the best she could even though she knew her choices weren’t always the best. We can’t be perfect people all the time. It also drove home the point that every person has many facets and most of the time one person never catches a gimpse of them all. It’s through these glimpses from the perspective of others that we get the true picture of who Amelia was and I appreciated that.  I give kudos to McCreight for portraying such a down to earth and easy to relate to character without going all cliche

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Mini Review: Double Blind by Brandilyn Collins

Mini Review: Double Blind by Brandilyn Collins

Pabkin’s One Liner: Left me feeling apathetic rather than sympathetic


Twenty-nine-year-old Lisa Newberry can barely make it through the day. Suddenly widowed and a survivor of a near-fatal attack, she is wracked with grief and despair. Then she hears of a medical trial for a tiny brain chip that emits electrical pulses to heal severe depression. At rope’s end, Lisa offers herself as a candidate.

When she receives her letter of acceptance for the trial, Lisa is at first hopeful. But—brain surgery. Can she really go through with that? What if she receives only the placebo?

What if something far worse goes wrong?

Written in the relentless style for which Brandilyn Collins is known, Double Blind is a psychological thriller with mind-bending twists. Lisa faces choices that drive her to the brink, and one wrong move could cost the lives of many.

Double Blind was an interesting story but it wasn’t quite for me. I didn’t come to sympathize with Lisa instead I found myself mildly annoyed by her and wasn’t sucked in by any of the plot. I expected a bit more thrill and suspense then what I got.

Now, I understand that Brandilyn Collins is a Christian author but I felt the amount of emphasis on religion in each chapter was a bit too much. Mostly because of the fact that she says pretty much the same thing to and about God every chapter. It was too repetitive.

I didn’t see the twist at the end coming but felt it was anticlimactic instead of interesting. Granted it was a quick easy read and I didn’t mind it, but I want impressed enough to seek out more of this author’s work.

Tabitha the Pabkins

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Review: Syndrome E by Franck Thilliez

Review: Syndrome E by Franck Thilliez

Syndrome E by Franck Thilliez

 

Syndrome E by Franck Thilliez

The classic procedural meets cutting edge science in this huge international bestseller.

Already a runaway bestseller in France, Syndrome E tells the story of beleaguered detective Lucie Hennebelle, whose old friend has developed a case of spontaneous blindness after watching an extremely rare—and violent—film from the 1950s. Embedded in the film are subliminal images so unspeakably heinous that Lucie realizes she must get to the bottom of it—especially when nearly everyone who comes into contact with the film starts turning up dead.

Enlisting the help of Inspector Franck Sharko—a brooding, broken analyst for the Paris police who is exploring the film’s connection to five murdered men left in the woods, Lucie begins to strip away the layers of what is perhaps the most disturbing and powerful film ever made. Soon Sharko and Lucie find themselves mired in a darkness that spreads across politics, religion, science, and art while stretching from France to Canada, Egypt to Rwanda, and beyond. And just who is responsible for this darkness will blow readers minds, as Syndrome E forces them to consider: what if the earliest and most brilliant advances and discoveries of neuroscience were not used for good—but for evil.

With this taut U.S. debut, Thilliez explores the origins of violence through cutting-edge and popular science in a breakneck thriller rich with shocking plot twists and profound questions about the nature of humanity.

Holy cow. Syndrome E is so much more than I ever expected.  It’s one of my favorite books of the entire year. Where to even start?! It’s a mystery wrapped in science and insanity. Once one particular piece of the puzzle is discovered many more questions come to light that beg for answers.

I could hardly stop reading. I found it horrifying and yet fascinating all at once. One thing is for sure, Syndrome E isn’t for the faint of heart. It goes to the very darkest of places of the human heart but especially of the mind. You’ll never be able to guess where it ends up from where the tale begins!

It all begins with a film collector who buys a silent film that was made in the mid 50′s and as he’s watching finds himself suddenly stricken blind. He locates his phone and randomly dials a phone number and ends up calling Lucie; an ex girlfriend who also happens to be a cop. She finds herself struggling to find answers to the mysterious film, its origins and uncover its secrets… The complex tale begins.

Lucie and Sharko, the other cop who ends up partnering with her are great characters. Both struggling under the stress of the job and the toll it’s taken on their family lives. I was particularly fond of Sharko. It’s not often you encounter a cop with a real psychological disorder such as schizophrenia. And yet it wasn’t over dramatized or sensationalized , I thought it was very well done and added a special dimension to his character. I was rooting for both of them in their struggles and loved how the end turned out.

Syndrome E has made me really curious how much was based on fact and how much was the authors imagination drawing from things in our human history. It makes me want to learn more and delve into some of the topics. I don’t want to say too much because I’d ruin some of the mystery and I’m really hoping that everyone who likes s great mystery picks up Syndrome E. Anyone interested in conspiracy  theories would definitely do well to check this one out as well!

I’m excited that this is French series and that hopefully the rest of the books travel across the pond and find their way into my hands!

I also just learned that Paramount is buying the film rights – so we might very well see Syndrome E make it’s way to the big screen – which having read the book I can say that is going to be one creeptastic movie!

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Review: Beautiful Lies by Jessica Warman

Review: Beautiful Lies by Jessica Warman

Beautiful Lies by Jessica Warman

 

Beautiful Lies by Jessica Warman

Rachel and Alice are an extremely rare kind of identical twins-so identical that even their aunt and uncle, whom they’ve lived with since their parents passed away, can’t tell them apart. But the sisters are connected in a way that goes well beyond their surfaces: when one experiences pain, the other exhibits the exact same signs of distress. So when one twin mysteriously disappears, the other immediately knows something is wrong-especially when she starts experiencing serious physical traumas, despite the fact that nobody has touched her. As the search commences to find her sister, the twin left behind must rely on their intense bond to uncover the truth. But is there anyone around her she can trust, when everyone could be a suspect? And ultimately, can she even trust herself?

 

 

 

 Beautiful Lies is one of those books that sticks with you for awhile and doesn’t let you go. I found myself thinking of the story and the characters even when I wasn’t reading, which isn’t often that happens! I was sucked into the story from nearly the first page; totally invested by the end of the first chapter – I NEEDED to know what had happened to Alice.

There was a first twist that really threw me for a loop. Once I was over the initial shock, we get to know a very unreliable narrator. What’s fact, what’s fiction? Does she even know anymore?

This is the perfect book to grab a few friends or convince your book club to read with you. To sort out what the hell is really going on and where it’s all going. The ending really got to me and is going to be sticking with me for awhile.

I did guess the ultimate “bad guy” mid-way through the book, but I think it’s because I’ve read so many mysteries, etc even thinking I knew who it was I wasn’t one hundred percent sure, and it didn’t make it any less creepy when the narrator figured it out!

There were a few times I was frustrated with the narrator that she didn’t tell the police everything she knew when she was so worried for her sister. I had a hard time buying into her logic on that. But that’s the only real gripe I had with Beautiful Lies and it was relatively small complaint. However, I know some readers don’t suspend their disbelief as much as I do and might take a bigger issue with it.

In a way this book surprised me even more than I thought it was going to because I predicted what the twist for the end was going to be and turned out I was completely wrong about that even if I was right about the bad guy).

Beautiful Lies is definitely a must read for mystery lovers! Just make sure you have someone on hand to discuss it with when you’re finished…and if you don’t you can always email me! :)

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Review: The Little Woods by McCormick Templeman

Review: The Little Woods by McCormick Templeman

The Little Woods by McCormick Templeman

 

The Little Woods by McCormick Templeman

Are the woods behind St. Bede’s Academy really haunted, or does bad stuff just happen there? When Calista Wood, a new student, arrives midway through her junior year, St. Bede’s feels like a normal school . . . until she discovers that a girl had disappeared a couple of months earlier. Some kids think she ran away, others think she was murdered, but it’s only when Cally starts digging around that she finds the startling truth.

Watch as Cally enters a world of privilege, weekend-long parties, high school romances, and . . . well-kept secrets. This page-turner will appeal to teens looking for a fast-paced thriller. Written in a voice at once gripping and crystal clear, debut novelist, McCormick Templeman, will take readers on a twisting and turning journey as only a “new girl” can experience.

 

 

The Little Woods leaves me feeling so so torn. On the one hand I enjoyed the mystery of the little woods; on the other there were so many things that annoyed me. However, books should make you feel something and I can say The Little Woods did do that.

Cally is a frustrating main character. I just didn’t understand some of her behavior and the choices she made. I was sympathetic for her and completely frustrated; sometimes at the same time.

I feel like the relationships and friendships weren’t well put together. Sometimes characters would seem like casual friends then the next thing you know they’re acting like they’ve been BFF’s the entire time, which made me feel like I had missed something. Also I just don’t think Cally acted how a reasonable person would act in a few situations, and I’m pretty good at suspending my disbelief for fiction.

The other thing that gnawed on my nerves and was also brought up in the book club I belong to, was how Cally as the narrator kept using big vocabulary words – which is fine, but she hardly ever used the same language when she actually talked; which made it inconsistent. Honestly the words themselves stuck out like sore thumbs, they seemed out of place. I know Cally and her friends were by no means dumb, but they just didn’t talk like they were trying to purposefully write sentences that included SAT vocab words or something. I don’t normally even notice those types of things but it happened so often and when it did, was sort of jarring.

I liked the descriptions of the woods themselves in The Little Woods. It felt like a place that was creepy and yet alluring. A perfect setting for a mystery.

I think overall, the high school drama between the characters was overplayed and not all of it was necessary to make the book appealing. I like SOME drama, especially for the books with a school setting, but I thought this was a bit over the top.

Although, in the end I couldn’t help but hope that Cally would be able to find her own happiness and my heart ached for the situation between Alex and her. I’m not prepared to say The Little Woods was a waste of my time to read, if you can look beyond some of the high school drama and the relationships that don’t altogether jive, and just focus on the mystery itself. I can’t honestly recommend it though – there’s just way too many amazingtastic books out there.

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